“I missed The Little Things That Makes My Life Was So Great”

“I missed The Little Things That Makes My Life Was So Great”

It’s so cold out here tonight

And I miss your scent

I loved all the things you do to me

All I see is your picture come cross my mind

The first time in my life with you was so great

It’s so beautiful that makes me want to cry

This moment

Is really ends?

This moment

Is really had passed me by?

Please don’t go away

I hope that it would stay

Just give me one more time to experience it once again

Waking up then realized that it was just a little dream

I looked around but you will never there

Where is the best feelings I ever had?

Where is the happiness inside?

I missed the Little things that makes my life was so great

“So Nervous”

“So Nervous”

why can’t you read me through these eyes?
I hide behind these words
and it won’t coming out
I wish I kept them behind my tongue
I hide behind my craziest dreams
and It won’t ever come true

all the ways you make my stomach turn
makes me couldn’t finish my breakfast

I wish I kept them inside my mind
like I hide behind these words

I’m So nervous

When you’re smiling at me

Laughing at me

Holding me

I’m so nervous

“ A side Effect of Heroine”

“ a side Effect of Heroine”

You’re so good to me

Now I’m in then I can’t get out

And I want to do it again and again

Without you my face is so numb

Can’t stop thinkin’ about you

My paths is so blur

I’m lost in this disillusioned world

It leads me to the wrong way

You’re so fucking addictive to me

Please release me from your spell

Before I die and go to hell

And get reunited with Lucifer

While my ship is sinking

You’ll be happy to watch it

When my world is broken apart

You’ll be happy to leave it

While my heart was torn apart

You’ll be so happy about it

till it ends…

till it’s over…

till it’s too late…

it’s a side effect of Heroine

"punk rock girl"

punk rock girl

I met a new girl in a school
she's so cute and she's so cool
she's dressed to kill and she's punk rocker
that's why i'd fallen in love wih her

she plays guitar with her band
she always wears tie and wrist-band
she hang-outs with all her cool friends
somebody please tell me what's her name?

punk rock girl
she is my lovely cutie girl
hope tomorrow she will rock my world
hope tomorrow we'll build together our own world

note: I tried to imagine a scene in a school, there was a girl,dressed up like she's punk-rocker and dont give a damn to anything she didn't like, she is wearing tie,cute and lovely, actually this song got more inspired by avril lavigne. coz i'm a huge fans of her!!

"my angel's song"

my angel's song

she looks like an angel
flies with her beautiful wings
she takes me to the place
where no one else can trace

show me where do you live?
please take me away from here

think of you
dream of you
fly with you and breath with you
stay with you
live with you
and i will pray for you

think of me
dream of me
fly with me and breath with me
stay with me live with me
and will you pray for me?

she left her broken wings
she couldn't fly no more
so we were walking down
trying to find a better place

tonight would you come in to my dream?
please dont keep me waiting
cause you're such a beautiful thing

note : this song inspired by a beautiful girl in my college, she just looked like an angel to me. and this song quite much more different to other songs i've wrote. this song kind an emo to me. and it shows about a maturity of a boy who get crush on with a girl

kangen masa2 SMU dulu

kring!!!!!!!! tanda bel jam pelajaran telah usai di suatu sekolah swasta katolik bertaraf kelurahan, SMU St bellarminus II di wilayah bekasi... gw liat jam menunjukkan pukul 01:30, badan capek,letih lelah, lesu , otak menyusut, mata merah, itulah gejala sehabis jam pelajaran selesai yang selalu gw alamin, apalagi klo jam pelajaran terakhir adalah matematika,fisika, dan kimia yang bisa bikin otak meleleh seperti ice cone yang luber, atau nasi yang jadi bubur. namun setelah itu gw bersama2 teman2 baik gw, jalan menusuri gang nan sempit dan penuh kebon pisang serta para pemalak yang siap memalak kita!!! namun bila hal itu tidak terjadi pertanda dewi fortuna masih berpihak pada kami. diri ku berjalan bersama teman2 ku yang lain yang berjumlah 6 hingga 7 orang. kita melucu, nge-joke, sepanjang perjalanan utk melepaskan kepenatan kami, sampai di jati-agung sambil menunggu angkot s-02, kami berbicara mengenai hal2 yang kami sukai yaitu band favorite kami, lagu favorite kami, guru favorite kami dan cewek favorite kami, blink-182, green-day,simple plan, dan sum-41 adalah beberapa band yang sering kami bahas sebagai topik, dalam perjalanan pulang sekolah, kami membahas itu karena kami tidak bisa membahas masalah yang lain, kami ndak mungkin membahas masalah matematika,fisika,kima, kenapa?? karena menurut hikmat kami mata pelajaran tersebut terlalu bermasalah utk di permasalahkan..cuuuappeee decchhh....kadang kita nge-band untuk menunjukkan kreatifitas kami (halah!!!) walau tidak pernah menang ikut pensi jaman itu, tapi satu hal yang gw kangen sama masa2 SMU gw adalah hal2 ketika kebersamaan dengan teman2 gw yang sekarang mungkin sudah susah utk dilakukan kembali mengingat kesibukkan masing2. gw juga kangen sama suasana sekolah gw yang adem...sepi...deket kuburan...banyak penampakan..dan cerita2 gak penting lainnya.. 4 years has passed me by..and i missed you so much..