deni oktora's poets

there are some words that I could never said There are some thoughts that I could never made up So I write down here all my feelings to let you know how i feel

Monday, November 26, 2007

"When I Fall In Love"

When I Fall In Love

When I fall in love,
I want to be
with her
always;

In happiness,
to smile with her,
and be the one
to hug her near.

In sadness,
to cry with her,
and be the one
to dry her tears.

When I fall in love,
I will spend my
every waking
and sleeping
moments
with her

and catch each
moment in its
eternally
lovely
form.

When I fall in love,
I will miss her
the very moment
I say 'goodbye'

and my heart
will yearn for
the very moment
I say ‘hello'.

When I fall in love,
all my old hurts
and pains
will seem
lost and
faded
away

and I will be
strong and
brave
once
again.

When I fall in love,
I want you
to be happy
always, ever

and feel like
the happiest
person
of them
all . . .

Because that's

what I will feel,

when I fall in love,

with you.

Where Is My Lovely One?

Where Is My Lovely One?

With her smile and swing of neck,
back - look as goodbye,
steals the evening joytrail.
Like a plane in the sky,
to holiday, summer away.
A clear blue sky
in the summer evening.

Where does she move and how?
When she goes to someone else
does she move like that too?
or do they see that.

It is a lovely thing to fall,
fall, fall in love.
in love with a girl,
enchanted lips of smiles,
and happy eyes of light,
not even I saw in
Cleopatra this shine.

seven kisses,
for seven days,
of this months meeting,
in her arms, empty and emptied.

seven roses for my love.
Love, a prism of crystal light
a rainbow through a glass
refracting colour light, bright.

Ah my lovely one, .
of seven kisses,
of seven roses,
and will she think of me?

Will she think of me
after the perfume waft has faded,
and I a shuffling slow breathless
and no longer handsome.

Will they be pressed twist pages
where this poem rests,
close to our breast.

For love is not foolish,
nor do roses fade.

"My First Love"

My First Love

Youth took its accounting:
My First Love sped past,
Painful and hardening,
As was its task.

My first taste of life,
(And a piece of my soul)
That First Love left me wiser,
But left my heart empty and cold.

I tried to laugh and sing,
Seeming not to mind;
When all the time I was crying,
My heart was breaking inside.

But time is the greatest of healers,
And in time I laughed far better.
Yet, inside my heart was still cold;
I lived my life still bitter.

A second love, a third love,
And finally a fourth.
None seemed to matter,
None had any worth.

And then, at a special party
I finally started to have fun;
For I met a special woman --
She was the special one.

She was quiet and shy,
And didn't say much;
But I sighed at her look,
And I trembled at her touch.

We danced for hours and hours,
Quiet and happy at last;
And my mind went back to another,
Of a place and time long past.

"Is this what the Good Lord intended,
When my First Love left my life?
For this woman I hold in my arms
To one day become my wife?"

And so it came to pass,
And I thank the Lord each hour
For the vastness of his wisdom
And the immensity of his power.

We lived a lot together,
And loved even more;
A child came our way,
Which I thank the Good Lord for.

Now the years have long slipped past,
And things seldom remain the same.
Yet, at times I think of that First Love,
And wonder -- what was her name?

"Love At First Sight"

Love At First Sight

Is there such a thing as love at first sight?
That's the question I used to ask
Until I laid eyes on you.
How is it possible to feel so much for a
stranger, a passerby?
Love has no limits, no color, no time.
That's when I realized I had fallen in love -
Love at first sight.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

“Pretty thing Called L.O.V.E”

Pretty thing Called L.O.V.E”


it’s so beautiful to feel it

it’s so sweet to taste it

make me fly to the sky

make me insane

will you be my drug

To keep me alive

Yeah be my drug

Please be my drug

You’re way much better than heroine

Fill my empty worlds with your poisonous virus

Then I awake

You’re already thousand miles away

You forget the promises we made

You Left me out all alone

left me lifeless

you watch me bleeding

I thought I lost you

Nothing that I can do but make love to memories

I crossed my heart to die

I wanna overdose on your kiss again

It’s pretty thing called L.O.V.E






“Diary”

Diary”

Can you keep me this secret

For not telling these to anyone

I have killed her

And I just buried her

This knife shed blood

These eyes shed tears

Can you keep me a secret

For not confiding in someone

That I slayed her

Just me and you

Who knows this beautiful secret

We’re gonna make it safe

We’re gonna take it to our grave

And no one knows about it

It’s not supposed to be like this

I’ll take the blame

But that won’t heal my wounds

Can you keep me this secret

“You are a Liar”

You are a Liar”

Life is Lies

Lies are Life

You are a Liar

Put me on a betrayal

Left me in a shattered world

I choke you in my every sweet-dream

I laughed at your dead body

Show me your sins

And I’ll confess my sins

I would love nothing more in the world besides you

My love what’s come between you and me

Look me in the eyes

Feel my anger

You are the mistaken

I would have killed you in real

I have killed you in a dream

Love is lies

Lies are love

You are a Liar

Put me on betrayal